Curvage

My story: My girlfriend and I have been together for one year now and we are still very much in love, I mean just the smell of her makes go "aww god". She knows about my fetisch - although I don't think she completely understands it, she thinks I'm getting a hard on on every "big" woman I see (jealousy) - and I've expressed that I wouldd be turned on if she gained weight, yet not told her I'd be less attracted if she lost weight, which she plans to do, and it might actually make me loose some attraction (sadly).

Anyways, as of late, she's begun to not care about losing fat and has just been eating what ever she wanted without almost any comments on her weight (pizza, chocolate, etc.). This has made the sex a lot better, because I've noticed her belly and breasts becoming a bit softer. But just yesterday she started talking about she's become fatter and I didn't know what to say. It was more of a neutral "hmprh"from me, as we hadn't really been talking about that stuff for some time. It's "sensitive".

How should I react?

I wish I had the confidence most women on here have when it comes to taking pictures of their bodies!!! I have bags of confidence in every other department.. except taking pictures.. not sure how to over come that either.. I'm fat, I'm beautiful but hate my pictures being taken.. apart from the neck up lol.

Am I the only one like this here? lol

I am envious of all you photogenic ladies out there!!

Since the forum here has ladies and gents from all different walks of life with all sorts of different views and tastes aside from one and that would curves on the body, I figured this would be appreciated. It's a heartfelt, sad and to some degree disturbing story. Have look.

http://morecabaret.com/2013/05/07/why-i-dont-diet-an-ode-to-my-father/