Is weight gain the driving factor to your arousal?

[finallyfat]

Have done so many times. Forced extended separations due to work. I would be away months and months knowing all that time my fat wife was home eating all she could for me. The "reveal" at the airport was so erotic. Very public and relentless erections. 

Yes I would, and have, given up sex for months to end up with a greatly fattened wife. I got all that missed time back.

[finallyfat]

1 hour ago, grateful said:

Great topic. I have been fascinated by the bigger girls all my life even before my ideas became "sexualized".

Every one of my significant partners did gain and enjoy it. I have been very fortunate in that way.

My jury is out on whether the net or associating with other FA's has helped or hindered my capacity for relationships.

Over time, my lust for a growing partner has become stronger and stronger. I remember how thrilling "micro-gains" were with my high school sweet heart.

Now my desire for a heavy GF and even heavier wife envisions hundreds of pounds.

The most annoying feature to my FA-ism, and I've shared this before, is that people can gain and loose weight all day long and I don't care, unless I am a tremendous fan of an on line gainer, but that's not much of a pinch.  Because of my life experience, being in love is all wrapped up in what the girl eats and how much she weighs.

Every time.  Sooner or later this beast comes out.

I feel selfish, and so I fantasize about meeting a true feedee who is unstoppable in her lust to grow larger, thus taking me off the hook.

Would we collapse like a big black hole of FA-ism? Would drugs be easier?

I am single right now, and still battling the desire that my favorite female friends should get huge, and then we will live happily ever after.

I enjoy the on-line forums where we can explore these topics, and of course I enjoy the validation I receive as an FA here among fellow FA's.

I am grateful forever for all the girls who share this most intimate aspect of their life, and of course I look...and look some more.

I am certain that entertaining my proclivities on line has modified my desires, but I don't exactly know how.

To answer the question from above (would I abstain?):  If I'm into a girl, then I would go through anything, if the result was her getting fatter. I am a total fool for my girl's gain.

It is my personal Kryptonite.

Yup, every woman who grew fat for me did it with love. When a girl loves you and fattens for you she's giving her greatest gift- a swelling belly and hungry mouth always urging for more. An LTR is the only way to experience true fattening. Fattening for love.

And yes, the wait is well worth that astonishment when you first see her- happy and blushing, embarrassed but turned on by how tight everything is on her, how fat her first kiss is, how quietly she whispers, "I missed you. See what I've been doing? Do you think I'm too fat?" I swoon, as I have every time I've heard that wonderful question. Then her sudden intake of breath when I tell her, "You're so beautiful. Not even close. You turn me on more than ever". 

I've spent dozens and dozens and dozens of thousands over my lifetime just to see and hear those things. Kryptonite indeed.