Meeting up

[omracer]

 So, its on my mind recently since it will be an import thing next year, 

This past year, I've been feeding a fair few girls and some have come and gone and some i'm still friends with and thats fine, but i've also been close with arranging meeting up with a few, now one was really close but the chance went away twice when the 1st time her boyfriend took her out for a meal on her birthday without telling me, the second time i was about to go to hers after working with a client (it tech repair stuff) and the hour before i was meant to meet up, she blocked me on the site we were chatting on. She was 220 but now 290ish, since she uses gain, shakes a fair whack

There was a curvage model which i've been chatting to since January on insta that i wanted to meet up and is quite close with but she's gotten into a relationship with a feeder so that seems like no luck there. But thats most goals on here to meet up with them which i totally understand 

Then I've been chatting to a few ladies later on and one since June from FF and F and we quickly got chatting and from just eat, spent loads on delivery for her. She didn't have a goal, but gaining turned her on etc, but this was until August. when i had to be honest and say it wasn't working out since of the distance and taking on a shop to run means no chance of a holiday (or with Xmas hype, days off) and also i found a feedee who was interested who was close but we did arrange to meet up.

 

She was apparently shy and didn't even want to talk on WhatsApp or Snap, but she was quite eager to meet up, sure i had to send £20 for some maccies and then she said £14 and i'll meet you next week, which i instantly did, but then she said family issues with grandparents falling ill happened just before we were going to meet up halfway (Plymouth if you really want to know) but after that not letting me know she couldn't make it until i asked her the day before if she wants to, she said she needs a break and we've never chatted again. 

 

Then i did have a few feedings with an ex web model and she said she would meet up eventually if i helped her gain out enough, but then she went pretty distance from her new job and sure now with a thing from work i get uber cards on direct debit if needed, i sent her some but i don't think thats going to work out. 

 

Then i start chatting to a welsh feedee and we hit it quickly, sure I've sent her about £50 ish in total since we started chatting on snap and we have planned on meeting up in January which i'm excited for but nervous she will cancel last minute as i get on a coach to travel to hers (6 hours away), shes into gain shakes and wants to be huge and is around 280lbs. 

Then recently the girl I've chatted with and spend on just eat was chatting to me and now she's really keen to meet up next month but she's 8 hours away coach travel. and again i've spent another £35 on her in a week :/. 

 

I've also been to indulge but it's not really feeder friendly from when i went in April on a weekend after a business trip (first ever done by myself) 

 

So should i just not bother travelling with the 2 I've mentioned that want to meet up or should i just meet up with one next month and the other the month after or am i just being used for food. I've hand fed mates food in restaurants and had 3 dates with an escort and 1 lunch date with a foodie in Feb but thats pretty much it.