postmanjoe

I am a shy FA called postmanjoe. I remember realising I was an FA when I was 15 and I say a magazine article of that reported that Britney Spears had gained weight. I have been shy about this for years. For many years I thought I was a freak and that something was wrong for me. I have revealed this all to my girlfriend and she's not judged me at all. We have a healthy relationship I love the site and I love the beautiful cool non-judgmental people on this site.

KFD, I get what you mean. I was trying to get some more insight since I am conflicted. I like being healthy. I feel good and confident being fit but I want to try it out. Thanks for the responses guys.

Thank you so much your kind response Ayumi. You seem to post the most insightful comments here I love looking fit but I also wouldn't mind putting on weight to see what it feels like. I think I would have to put on about 8 Kilograms (17.5 pounds). I guess I am still figuring that out. I know the decision is mine and mine alone. I just wanted to share with Curvage since you guys seem to know a lot about this stuff! The act of stuffing turns me on heaps and I would love to fill out my clothes more. I guess I am still conflicted since I like looking fit, it makes me feel confident. Is that strange?

I am a long time lurker. Love the site but I am mostly too shy to post. It's very nice to find such an accepting community. I am a thin guy but I love to overeat. It excites me and turns me on. Society tells me I am a crazy freak with a fetish and that fat is ugly. I think people who society deems as overweight are beautiful just as much as everyone else. Should I ignore my desires or give into them? The other side to this is that I get turned on when my girlfriend puts on weight but I never put pressure for her to put on weight and find her just as attractive whatever weight she is. I just want her to feel beautiful and confident no matter what. I only want her to be happy and do whatever she wants. She knows about my preference and does not judge. I love her just the way she is. How corny is that? Haha.