onebitetomany

Not sure the science behind it, but yeah it defo happans. For years i was strictly a feeder, no interest at all in myself getting fat or anything like that. As I've got older though I've naturally put on weight and got a dad bod so started enjoy having a belly myself myself. Then over a period i started enjoy the idea of being the one fed, dabbling more in over eating myself, and suddenly ive pushed myself over 300 and i feel i get as much enjoyment out of being the "fat one" as i did enjoying someone else. I would say i have almost fully swung the other way now and get more out of being the big one. Much to my clothes complaints. Some days i try and work out, get my weight back under control. But pretty difficult when feeling how my stomach fits in things, or just eating a McDonalds makes me want to pig out more. Doesnt help that ive always been a foodie, and work in a kitchen. So maybe it was destiny, or karma that i am now unable to keep my weight in check.