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I hope she made money. Her content along with Shar is probably the most pirated online.

I know it is a weird thing to write on a fetish forum but there it is. I'll try to write a brief description of my story below and hopefully it may be interesting or potentially help another. I always thought I was a normal hetero guy with a fat fetish. When I was growing up I thought of women as pretty and I began to view weight gain content for my own arousal. Around the age of 19 I began dating and thats when I noticed issues. While I liked masturbating on my own, when it came to sharing erotic pleasure with someone else I felt mild disgust. Despite that feeling I ploughed on and blamed it on porn. I quit pornographic content and tried relationships throughout my twenties. All would end up sexless relationships within 3 months. I was in denial and told myself I just liked variety and monogamy was the issue. I remember around the age of 30 and talking to a group of guys and discussing sex and they were talking about oral and how great it was. I always thought men pretended to like oral sex to sound like they were some kind of worldly stud. When I thought about a vagina (or a penis) I felt squeamish and uncomfortable. Around 2019 I first read about asexuality. Before then I thought it was people who couldnt get aroused and felt no erotic pleasure. After reading that it wasnt the case and that the main definition of asexuality is just the lack of desire for sex - I realised that it described me perfectly. To me, women are pretty, but I have zero desire for sexual intimacy. I desired to hug and kiss and be romantic but never anything more. I still find the relation to this fetish unique. I find things like bellies and fat bums and gaining paraphilia a turn on and I can masturbate to the content. And yet if that woman was before me, asking for sex, I would leave the room straight away. All in all, I have mixed feelings about my asexuality. The positives are that I am not controlled by sexual lust in dating and I like the person for who they are. The downside is I dont fit into the norm and dont want to have sex with a woman which is a deal breaker for a good portion of women (I obviously can have sex but its a bit icky for me). I am still not an expert on asexuality. I didnt quite fit in with the asexual online community and didnt feel the queer and lgbt community was quite right for me either - but I guess not everyone needs to be perfectly at home (my friend is also gay but not into gay subculture). If anyone wants to share their experience about asexuality or ask any questions (in a polite way) then please do in the comments.

I am actually very surprised that there hasnt been more content released by the 'old guard'. I know most fat models on here have full time jobs so It made total sense when there was only a few updates or videos each month. I thought now everyone is locked at home for the next few months people would be updating a few times a week out of boredom and/or needing more cash.

I've got so many kinks: -humiliation weight gain -Lazy goddess being adored and served -punishing a fat woman for letting themselves go -smoking kink -typical feederism and stuffing One kink outside of weight stuff is I have a thing for mature women with tight bodies - would love to get down with michelle pfieffer looking woman (i've never slept with an older woman and my experience with slim women has been disappointing, but i can masturbate to mature women so i am curious).

You can tell if a lot of videos are older as this last 6 months she had a cover up done her chest (cross) tattoo

I'm torn because sexually I like them over 250lbs (but probably under 350). However, dating someone much over 250lbs is sometimes an issue on a practical side. If you want to walk around a city, go hiking in the woods, travel, it can be a massive challenge for them.

You must just accept it; almost in the same as a homosexual must accept their sexuality. It wont change. The options are literally repressing what you want and being sexually unsatisfied or making peace with what you like. This isn't an unsympathetic stance but just a pragmatic response. I can tell you i'm in the same situation where I would have in the past rather conformed to dating typical attractive women and just fit in with my peers. I wanted that because I met some wonderful women who were caring and shared similar passions and would have made wonderful girlfriends if it were not for the lack of sexual attraction and chemistry. Its fine to wish you fit in more with convention but if you strive to fight your sexuality you will be miserable. Its easier in the long run to accept it and just live with what you are.

Have you been to Naples? That was fat woman paradise

I'm from the UK so we're not as fat. I think our nation became a bit fatter in the 00s which was good, but my school years were in the 90s so fat school mates were rare

For me its a preference, but a strong preference. I still have sex with thin women (I live in asia where nearly all women are thin) but when I have sex with a fat woman its like pleasure goes up a 100%. I can also watch other types of porn like smoking and mature so I know its not a fetish. My problem is I wish I didn't have these preferences and I liked the standard thin body because I met a fair few women who were perfect for me to be in a relationship with but were too thin for me to be turned on for regular sex.

Who is this? It sounds hot

The first time I masturbated it was too a plus size lingerie magazine (this was the 90s). After that it was imaging cute girls of my age with little bellies. From around 13 I discovered porn and then the fetish and then my interests developed beyond plus size women and into feederism as well. I still don't know if this fetish was born or if something happened in my early childhood to make me this way

So lucky!

Show that woman some love!

I've been an extremely promiscuous guy in the past and I find both fat and slim women attractive. The problem is that I would find a slim woman hot for one night only, whereas I would find a fat woman attractive again and again. I could form a relationship with a fat woman because we would have great sexual chemistry but I couldn't do this with a slim woman. Its a bit of a shame because I met some pretty and intelligent women who happened to be slim and If I had normal tastes in women I would have had a great relationship with them.