justinforfin

Thanks for the confidence, asshole. I guess Curvage is just a community of guys who wanna get their rocks off and nothing more. Sorry I'm not a sexy lady. I should have known better.

Hi all! Long time lurker first time poster. Thought I'd share my experience in the past five months gaining hecka weight. FYI, I am a dude, so just keep that in mind as you read! March - 160 We start our story off in March. By that point I'd lost about 25lbs from a combination of going to the gym on the daily and getting pneumonia (!) out of the blue. I thought I looked pretty good - good enough to post these photos on an online dating site in the hopes someone would pause (no one did). I ate healthily and in small quantities, eager to keep myself limber for both rock climbing (I was taking a class) and fencing, which I do year-round. This was one of the fittest times in my life, though I was always aware that I'd probably rebound. And sure, enough, I did. April to June - 200 By the end of march, I'd gained 10 pounds. How? School started getting harder, I got more and more stressed, and I started turning back to food again and again. Not in a way I felt shameful for, really - I felt good about it. Eating and gaining has always been a calming thing for me, so getting 15$ worth of takeout on a Thursday night and getting it in me ASAP wasn't out of depression or anything. I gorged myself at lunch and dinner every day, since we have a buffet setup at my school, and every time I stumbled out of the cafeteria to go to the rock wall I felt a little bit heavier. Funnily enough, the fencing tournaments we went to actually played a big hand in increasing my weight, since I could eat a lot of good, free food unchecked without public stigma. By the time school ended in May, I was hovering around 200. July - 210 After losing a bit at the beginning of June I swung back into full force by the end of the month, packing on the pounds and eating out almost every day. My job, amazingly, includes a full free lunchtime buffet with AMAZING food that I usually chow down until I can barely move, loading up on 2 or 3 helpings before washing it down with soda and a healthy stack of deserts. I can really see myself growing over the month or so I've worked - I've finally gotten to my definition of "pretty damn huge," though I definitely don't want to stop now. So how'd I do it? Well, by being greedy as all hell, mostly. I want to eat constantly, I crave getting full and stuffing myself with food...so I just follow those desires to their end. I added to my morning routine a stop at Dunkin that includes a donut and a breakfast sandwich - sometimes I get two donuts, or two sandwiches, if I'm feeling extra hungry. Every night when I come off work I find myself getting a giant soda or the largest size of ice cream that I can stomach - and that doesn't include dinner. At school, I was eating constantly: it became a routine to get this one-pound bag of chocolate-covered pretzels and eat them all by days end. So: making it part of your routine. Once it starts becoming normal, you don't know how you can go without it. Not caring about your appearance certainly also helps. I'm not the biggest fan of how I look now (though I do love how I feel), but since I'm not interested in finding a relationship at the moment thats ok. Getting out of breathe easily, stretching your old (and new) clothes, and having trouble walking around definitely can come off as pathetic or lame in social situations, but if you don't let it affect you I find myself being totally fine normally. I find myself in a happy oblivion that I don't really want to get out of. Anyway, that's my post! I'll update with pics when I have time, if people are interested. As far as I can tell, its a pretty drastic change, so they might be fun to look at. Thanks for reading!

Amazing video! In obviously way more important news Ascension is a pretty great board game! Do you play much? (To not seem totally off topic I saw it in the latest video )

Does anyone have any good ways of *subtly* trying to get her to keep eating big and keep her weight where it is? She binges a lot, and without much giving, but recently she's been trying to cut back on that. Any good tips for subtle ways to get in there and keep her at her weight? Thanks!